For whatever reason I have this werid feeling in my chest. It starts at the middle of my rib cage and goes to the top of my throat. Its like a warm sensation, and no, its not heartburn. Its more comforting and pleasing. I feel it when I hear soothing music or when I see something that catches my eye and makes me hesitate for just a little more before looking onward. Even peoples voices and nature does this to me. Its a passionate feeling I guess you could say, which is why I am wirting this journal. I don't think any words could really describe this feeling though, its not like being in love. Being in love would be like this feeling x50 I imagen. It's compassion, soft, affirming, enjoyment.

Like when snow falls in its big puffy form and the sun is getting ready to go down and you get that glimps of walking hand in hand down the side walk with your husband or wife...its not the fact of your with your spouse, its the fact that your there with another person in this beautiful setting..or going sleding down a huge hill and the rush of it makes your eyes water and your tears then freeze to your face.
Like sitting on top of a hill and just relaxing and the wind is blowing through your hair and wraps around every appendage available.
Like the middle of July when the insects are making there songs be heard and you can not listen or you might miss something...

So for whatever reason I wanted to share this feeling because I can only hold it in for so long before it actually makes me dance or sing or cry with enjoyment. So for whatever reason I went with it...